Clarity August 23, 2010
Posted by Rebecca Abramski-Bleser in Talks with God.add a comment
God,
I have no idea how I got here…
And I can’t seem to find my way, I don’t know what to do.
How much do I tolerate before I am stuck?
How long do I bite my tongue before I completely lose my voice?
How hard do I fight before I just give up?
How do I know when to throw in the towel?
If he thinks I deserve better than why doesn’t he start treating me better?
Why do I feel like I don’t deserve better?
I don’t know how I am still hanging on…. I think it’s because You haven’t let me go… I hope you’ve got a tight grip because I don’t know how much longer I can keep up…
Lord, I am listening….I am seeking…. I am here….meet me here. Show me your ways and in this seemingly insignificant part of my life please give me clear direction.
I just don’t know what to do….
